I can't cope with this grief today! It's all too much. It's currently summer holidays here so I can't confide in my guidance teacher for another 2 weeks! Honestly I feel so alone it's horrible. I've had so many good days but now I feel like I'm back at were I was before. I can't cry because I feel numb. I feel weak. I do attend counselling sessions but a few weeks ago I felt better and my sessions were changed to fortnightly but now I know I need to make them weekly. I'm just so scared. Nobody actually understands. I feel like I have nobody any more :( I just don't know what to do :'( I'm just done.. I can't cope with this anymore.
Grief is such a difficult journey. People think it's easy as well the truth is that it's not. People judge you for grieving too they think it's like an illness you get better within a few weeks but the truth is that it doesn't it takes time. I've been told to move on as well which is something I don't feel ready to do yet and will move on when I feel ready to. Grief is always with me wherever I go there is no escape from it. The emotions it brings can be so overwhelming and intense. Sometimes you want someone to fix you but nobody can. I'm trying my best to stay strong but I've got to admit this is one of the most difficult things I've had to deal with.
My mood: somewhat Rubbish
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